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Hi hi. I'm back, sorry for being gone. I had a viral infection and was sick and weak the whole time and I'm finally back to tell you guys my decision.
 
I'm either going to:
 
Leave
 
Go to my back up account
 
Take a break.
 
I'll know by the end of the week which one i want to do.
 
I might be leaving because during my time gone it was such a good time. It's great to be away from drama and depressing sets and people who want boyfriends (even though I can't get away from that because the girls at school ugh) and to spend time outside and with friends and family and it felt so nice.
 
I honestly hate coming on here now, some of you have made it to where I hate coming on here. Some of you always post sets about being depressed or suicidal but when I ask, I'm the wrong person or you're just "fine"
 
I feel like I'm gonna turn this into a rant.
 
Let me just wrap this up, IF and I mean if I do leave I'm not leaving polyvore I'm just leaving everything that has to do with being in the anon world. I still have a personal account and will give it out so that if people ever need help or need to reach me for some reason, they can.
 
Okay well I'll be on, on Friday with my decision
 
Byeee
 
Perrie

watching dance videosssss.
this is perf honestly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmcp53tzkyc
 
i need to learn that choreography. asdfghjkl.

being comfortable with my body >> anything
 
ok this is probably gonna be a rant on thinspo, skinny bashing and other things about weight because i just cannot with people anymore
 
before you read: it's not going to do you any good to argue with anything i say because i'm just going to delete your comment c: c: c:
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let me start out by saying this:
 
unless you have spent years in harvard medical school and work in a hospital you have NO right to tell someone whether they are too "fat" or "anorexic".
 
i constantly get picked on for having a fast metabolism. i eat like 324234 calories a day and no matter how hard i try i will still stay the same weight. that's just the way it goes.
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skinny bashing:
 
okay so since when have we been in a world where when someone makes fun of someone overweight the whole world goes like apeshit but then when someone makes fun of a "skinny person" it's totally okay?
 
it is not alright to call someone fat so why is it okay to call someone a twig or a stick figure?
 
it's not.
it won't be okay.
ever.
 
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eating disorders:
 
just because someone is skinny does not automatically mean that they have some sort of eating disorder.
 
enough said.
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thigh gaps:
 
ummmmmmmmm when has the world become so involved with thigh gaps???
 
some girl at school went around asking people if they had thigh gaps?? like what?
 
people have different body structures, some people no matter how hard they try will not have a thigh gap, there is no reason why you should force something that is not like compatible with your body type.
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thinspo:
 
i never understood why people are so bothered by thinspo? it's as simple as this:
 
if you don't like it, don't look at it.
 
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skinny vs curvy:
 
why does it matter? if you are healthy that's all that should matter.
 
"curvy girls are better"
 
"skinny girls are better"
 
both body types are beautiful either way.
 
why should it even matter? you should be looking at personality not a body.
 

girls on tumblr piss me off because when a picture on my dash comes up with some guy with like muscles everywhere all the girls go
 
"so hot"
 
"omg like unffff get in bed right nowwww!1!!!!1"
 
"you're so cute oh my goddd"
 
but you can't even see the guy's face?
you don't know him, all you know is he's a guy who had his selfie is on tumblr.
 
you know nothing about him.
 
he could be like some serial killer?
 
i don't care how "ugly" a guy is, if you have a great personality there is a 99.9 percent chance i'll like you better than a "hot" guy with a shitty personality.
 

 
okay i'm done for right now because yeah.
 
(updated 4/29/13)
 
if you have time read this blog post by zoella
 
http://www.zoella.co.uk/2011/03/why-are-you-so-skinny.html
 
byeeee
 
- perrie

my polyvore clipper hasn't been working for like a couple months so every time i want to clip something i have to use internet explorer (ew) and i'm getting tired of doing that.
 
is anyone else having problems? i click clip to polyvore and the clipper doesn't even show up??
 
i tried clearing my cache and cookies and it was still the same.
 
anyone have suggestions?

brown sugar cinnamon is the best. alskdfjalsdkf

give me your hand - the ready set
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=outE_ScuB6I
 
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hey lovely,
 
it's the weekend and my state tests are oveer, i'm so happy because tests really suck. c:
 
and marina is in my set because that picture is perfff.
 
i don't really have that much to say so yeaaah
 
i hope you all have a nice weekend c:
 
- perrie ♡